Well, it’s 11:46 PM and I’m still thinking about this.. ugh, I’m stressing out. Goodness, I’m such a mess. Well, I’m going to sleep and let’s hope that drives this thought out of my head.. it’s my only escape. Well, yeah, deucessssssss.
I hate when you text someone and they are all boring, then the next day they text you and you decide to be boring to get them back. Then they are actually putting effort to talk to you, then you decide to loosen up the “I’m not interested” act and then they become rude and then you put them in their place..in a nice way, and then they become boring again… -__-
Everyone.. every single person.. that I have told my personal life about at the moment just tells me to forget about it. To move on into a better lifestyle. How am I expected to do that..? Like do you understand what you are telling me.. there’s just no hope in what I feel. And it truly pisses me off.
I have no idea what the heck I’m getting myself into….